Planning for my new LIFE

Wanted to do something.. i am now planning for something.....heart broken.....haix.....that's why...i have to do so..i must do that ...if not, i wil die here some day.
so you better pray for my future ..if anything happen to me there, i wil hate you for my rest of my life....cus you are the one force me to do so ....
my new life will be much much much better than now i hope.........
for this few month, i wil give u the last chance, till that day. if you still don make the decision then i wil say "GOOD BYE".......
HOW STUPID I AM ....put in so much effort in this.....but it ended up like that ....how stupid i am ....

last night, wanted to go KTV with LC. when we reach suntec K Box, my mum called and asked me to go home .. she was super angry as she heard something from someone....i don have the chance to explain my feeling....after she hang up the phone...i was thinking run away from her. don wan to see her....so many plan came to my mind last night ...where can i run ? why i do all this ...because of you ...you force me to do so ...the funny thing is that i still cant hate you ....after all this nonsence..i stil cant forget yo. still cant let you go ....why am i keep holding on...get to go my own way.....

i wil get better when i ........