listen up

HEY ppl......listen up.....i don wan to go church any more....don ask the reason.....so ..pls don ask me to attend the activities or services...thank you =)
i am disappointed with the one you all trust in......i trust him , love him before...seriously....but now i cant....
that night, i held one's hand and pray to him.....he did not help but ignore my prayer....the only prayer.....
and that night, i pray to him again....the same thing....but still ...nothing happen....
now.....i don wan to be close to him......
sorry to say that..but ppl.....listen...i am seriously....you can ask me out for dinner or for fun.....but not the church staff....thank you =)